wan smile!

2009-11-18T08:25:00.000-08:00

i reach home from work as usual and was surprised to see this on my bed. thank you gf. your the sweetest in the world!

2009-11-16T08:58:00.000-08:00

i slammed my door. and sat at my bed shivering (like a drug addict) for minutes. its not that I'm cold.. but.. i didn't know what i did. i kept asking myself, what did i do. what did i do. what did i do.
its the first time that i did to someone like that. i really cant control my anger.
i kept asking myself, what did i do, till on the same night i cant sleep and i keep asking myself.
i know my apologies won't be accepted again.
and i thought that i have lost the person that i really2 love in my life.
i felt that she left me alone forever and will never come back.
pls understand me in future.
i wish not to do that again.
i really wish to.

don't leave me again :(

2009-11-16T08:50:00.000-08:00

i didnt take this pic.

went to World Drum Night at republic poly. was dam awesome! but fcuk! didnt bring my cam along as i didnt know that it was so awesome. with the colurful lighting, beautiful stage, awesome performance! hope it will happen again next year... or maybe tomorrow! haha!

2009-10-30T08:59:00.001-07:00

today is the 30th of Oct. exactly 1 year has pass. my late kompang friend a.k.a leader of kompang DSP, Allahyarham Mas Nasruddin. we all really miss him. last year we specially compose a song and we dedicade to him on our last year kompang comp. And tomorrow is also our comp day. we really have to face all of the hard teams. all of our effort training since the past few months will help us at least improve from our previous comp. AND HOPEFULLY I DIDNT MAKE MISTAKE LIKE THE PREVIOUS TRAINING DUE TO SOMETHING. hope we will bring home with trophies. insya'allah.

(i will keep thinking of you every single seconds, i love you a brilliant times)

2009-10-21T08:51:00.000-07:00

"LOVE"
Photographer: Qing

Up in the skies, I look very carefully to see your face. I wonder if you're there, I wonder if tonight you're thinking of me. I just want to tell you that looking at the stars makes me think of you. By looking at it I just want to be where you are, and hold you tight and never let go!!
16more days.

2009-10-16T06:47:00.000-07:00

i know that
Trisyia misses me and only me ,
Trisyia will take care of me when im not well ,
Trisyia will sacrifiz anything for me
Trisyia will sty with me until forever ,
Trisyia will do anything to company me ,
Trisyia will do anything to Make me happy ,
Trisyia will be there for me whenever i need her ,
even when i dun nid her , she will still be there
Trisyia will do anyhting to satisfy me ,
Trisyia will scold me if i do anything wrong ,
even if i dun do anything wrong, she will still scold me ): for my own good
Trisyia will keep reminding me,
"dun tatal otae, love?" "dun take drugs,dear" "Baby go pray okay?"

theres only one reason to this..
She loves me Deeply ..

2009-10-15T08:30:00.000-07:00

credits to Photographer: cheguthamrin

iloveyoubatrisyia. andiwillchange.

2009-10-12T06:14:00.000-07:00

2009-10-07T07:43:00.000-07:00

i want the whole world to know that MY GIRLFRIEND is the most SWEETEST girlfriend IN THE WORLD!!!

2009-10-06T11:03:00.000-07:00

We are together for 11months. 30days more to a year.
there are many things that we have not gone through and we must face the challenge in future. i cant believe my eyes that i really have someone like you.
i wanna show you what is the meaning of love.
i wanna be who you want.
i wanna be the most romantic guy.
i wanna be the most sweetest guy.
i wanna be the most loveable guy.
i wanna be the prince of your life.
and i wanna be a guy that wont hurt her lover heart.
trust me i will do it just for you.
in future, if we face any challenge again, pls dont drag someone into our relationship problem.
i just want us to be ourself. every problem has its own situation to solve.
we can do it.
im sorry love, im really2 very sorry :(
i wont repeat it anymore.
i just wanna be with you
i have realise everything now.
all i want is just you alone to be with me.
i really need you just now. i cant slepp the whole night, cant work. cant eat, all i think is bout you.
wiil you be there for me when i really2 need you?
and promise me not to make me worry anymore ok?
you are the sweetest, cutiest, most caring and most patient girl in the world.
just now when you call me at 8.10pm, the 1st word that i hear from your voice, my tears started to drop.
i really miss you and i really need you at that moment.
now i can sleep, eat ,work peacefully.
till here. my bed is calling me.

goodnight love, ily imy. *hugs2*

2009-09-28T06:59:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY LIFE!
I LOVE MY LOVER!
I LOVE MY CAMERA!
I LOVE MY CA!
I LOVE MY JOB!
MY LIFE IS FULL OF LOVE!

2009-09-28T06:52:00.000-07:00

this is how to make less accident on the road!
pls understand the pic below and you'll know what i meant:)

2009-09-17T10:44:00.001-07:00

Anyone can buy an expensive camera, Anyone can take photo.
But not everyone can be a good photographer. :D

2009-09-13T10:57:00.000-07:00

2009-09-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

Had a wonderful time with her...:) ily.

2009-09-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

i join my brother for a 'car meet ups'. Unbelieveable 13 satria's RARELY seen in spore had a 'car meet ups' on 12sept at Kallang!! more pictures pls click HERE!
All pictures taken by me, 500D.

2009-09-12T02:04:00.001-07:00

night shoot at marina barrage on 11sept at 12am with clubsnap members. learn some new skills.. :)

2009-09-08T08:52:00.000-07:00

2009-08-31T09:30:00.000-07:00

yeah! i got that 50mm f1.8 lens already! fuh... 1more to go.. speedlite :)

2009-08-29T10:17:00.000-07:00

yea! batt grip at last! thanks to NALONG for recommend me that thingy forum:) iloveyou nalong. i just need a thing left, potrait lens.

2009-08-28T14:03:00.000-07:00

Remember bout Sheikh Mohammed made the famous 'Palm Jumeirah', an artificial palmtree-shaped island? Maybe some didnt watch the news! lol.
I cant believe my eyes when i saw this place. its dam luxury and high ends maybe. im sure you will also cant believe this place. you will say that its just edited or some cartoon freak made that drawings. but its REAL! this place is call 'Atlantis The Palm, Dubai'
just look the pictures at this link below.

CLICK HERE!

so thought of going there? just wet dream! coz this is very high ends!

2009-08-26T06:01:00.000-07:00

these are call Derbi GPR125 & Derbi Senda DRD 4T
amazingly both are 125 and are selling in spore!
their main Derbi shop is just behind my block! haha
should i say i'll get the GPR125 when i get my license?
hmm. just wait and see :)
VroOmm!

2009-08-24T08:54:00.000-07:00

i still love you baby no matter what

we both seems to find difficulty in our relationship nowadays.
quarelling, argueing, fighting for the winner.
i dont know why. it started out of a sudden.
maybe she has really no mood due to some reasons? idk
'i lied + break promises + ignoring what she told me to do= im not taking care of her feelings(i dont carebout her anymore)'
is it true? definitely NO.
is she controlling me? idk.
we both seems not to understand each other anymore.
hard for us to trust each other.
why? what happen?
is not that i dont care bout you but you yourself didnt know what i want, what i need.
yeah you can say that im not the 'syazwan' that you used to know last time.
but you yourself?
you can say i didnt care bout you.
if i really didnt care, then whats the point i msging you, calling you and all that stuff.
your the one that didnt know what i really want.
i really find difficulty in our relationship now. why? no answer to it
we have to solve this fast babylove.
there must be a way.
every problems there is always a way to go to the right path. THINK.
and& i really hate to talk things out as you know.
coz you wont never ever know who i really am.

2009-08-23T13:04:00.000-07:00

its 4.10am now. i cant go to sleep. i went to bed since just now at 1.15am but i cant go to sleep. i close my eyes but i started thinking bout things and its like daydream. daydream for bout 3 hours?? this is not normal. this happen to me most of the time like 4 or 5 days every week. i think its normal to me but its not! do i have insomnia? i just made a research bout insomnia and i most likely have the symtoms to it. omg. i really have sleep problems. do i really have insomnia?? omg what should i do.....

2009-08-22T12:28:00.000-07:00

If u need ADVICE, SMS ME, If u need DARLING, CALL ME, If u need HELP, E-MAIL ME, IF U NEED MONEY, Nombor yang anda dail, tiada dalam perkhidmatan kami, TerimaKasih.

Girlfriend owe me cheesecake, arnold, dinner and& kiss+hugs...
i cant sleep now.. the time is 3.37am and waiting to sahur at 4.30am..
downloading CA again.. wait for 1hour for it to complete.. haizz...
next week, battery grip and& potrait lens. speedlite, in 2weeks time maybe.
trying on outdoor shoots, wedding shoots.
and yeah! i should get a better tripod.

2009-08-20T08:23:00.000-07:00

20/08/09

Rating: 4/5

2009-08-09T23:20:00.000-07:00

Show at Chua Chu Kang Crescent on 8/8/09.

Persembahan Pradipta Tranggana (D.S.P) di Chua Chu Kang Crescent, gabungan dari Putra Utara, Warisan Utara, West Spring, Putri dan PPKJ

(more pictures in my Multiply)

2009-08-05T09:03:00.000-07:00

05.08.09

They Love To Smile At Each Other.

My Girlfriend That Always Let Me Play My Comabt Arms:)

My CLassmates And Teacher(mili gary)

2009-07-31T10:06:00.000-07:00

31/07/09
D.S.P photoshoot/fliming of 'Wayang Barongan'

MORE IN MY PHOTOSTORE(multiply)

2009-07-29T07:45:00.000-07:00

29/07/09

i got so fcuk up! coz cant play combat arms!!! its under maintenance but it said for about 1hour but now its already 5HOURS!! dang!

2009-07-25T09:28:00.000-07:00

26/07/09

Went to NE show with gf. great thanks to my bestie, syazni that gave me 2 tickets:)) the show was fun. hehe.

and& i saw combat arm at the show :p

(i promise i wont) (dont leave me) (ilysm)

2009-07-21T08:39:00.000-07:00

im addicted to this game. someone introduce me to this game and that person is Nalong. he is pro.-_- but he is mine noob! i hate his mine. i started to get paranoid whenever i play with him. lol-ness. he like 1v1 with me coz he can bully me. :( sometimes he become burnman! haha. i love to see him get burn. idiot.
gf also play CA. i teach her. slowly. but.. she started getting dizzy whenever she play this game. not use to it huh:) use to it gf. and we like to commit suicide together at a nice view:))

2009-07-16T07:07:00.000-07:00

16/07/09

its not the first time. hate it very much.

2009-07-14T05:37:00.000-07:00

when out with my brother and his friends last sunday. to marina barrage, bendemeer to eat, and bowling at ecp. was fun with them:)

gf bought a new spec. look very good girl but naughty. ilgf.

2009-07-11T10:38:00.000-07:00

11/07/09

Happy Birthday mama:)
Birthday celebration at Furama Hotel
a.k.a Birthday Dinner.
cheese birthday cake, yummy2!

always Happy together

2009-07-10T19:59:00.000-07:00

& its over.

2009-07-09T09:36:00.000-07:00

09/07/09

i couldn't accept.

2009-07-08T08:44:00.000-07:00

08/07/09

Happy Birthday GF!
ehem2!
the pictures wanna talk:)

velvet diary <3

2009-07-07T06:24:00.000-07:00

07/07/09

tomorrow i MUST go to school!!
wake up morning WAN!
independent

tomorrow gf bdae.
hmm:) should i give her hint? no. i wont :)

2009-07-05T07:39:00.000-07:00

05/07/09

2009Formula Drift was AWESOME!
but to me, this year show is not that happening than last year(2008Formula Drift)
last year cars was more aggresive than this year cars.
congrats to Tengku, Malaysian Drifter that won 1st place.
supporters was very supportive.
heavy rain still go on.
GREATGREAT!
waiting for next year, 2010Formula Drift! :)
more pics in my PhotoStore.

2009-07-04T05:10:00.000-07:00

04/06/09

brother bdae today. celebrate tomorrow. lol.
2009Formula Drift tomorrow! i just cant wait to SNAP!

18mm

200mm

2009-07-03T10:31:00.000-07:00

03/06/09
haiz. need to get the lens tomorrow. will be going alone. its ok:) i can make it by myself. gf cant accompany me due to some reasons. i sang, she cry:) haha. i just cant wait for the day. bet shes going to cry till flood. i just cant wait:)

sunday, Formula Drift2009. also cant wait to SNAP!

2009-06-29T12:44:00.000-07:00

I just love GF. 'even fights can never stop us from being happy together, that is what i call true love'

2009-06-28T07:01:00.000-07:00

28/06/09

went to Flyer with family.
FUN!
GREAT SHOOT!
AWESOME!
'more pics in my PhotoStore/Multiply'

2009-06-27T06:35:00.000-07:00

I'm Down With Fever, Flu, Cough & Headache.

2009-06-25T09:49:00.000-07:00

25/06/09

went for job interview just now. syaz accept the job and i reject it. then went to filmgarde at bugis for a movie. "Drag Me To Hell" great yeh! horror/thriller. ppl in the cinema close their face/ear coz its a frightening show. while i and syaz laugh loudly. haha! to us its funny, to others its scary. and the sad thing is that i had some arguements with gf :(

2009-06-24T10:55:00.000-07:00

24/06/09

tomorrow find work with syaz. hopefully i will get employ asap. then plan to catch a movie but still dont know what movie to catch. will be snapping all around me everywhere i go. lol! and& to my princess, imy(:

2009-06-23T08:38:00.000-07:00

23/06/09

next wish, RC drift car (: gf bdae coming. still have no idea what to get for her.. hmm... "_"

2009-06-22T09:59:00.000-07:00

22/06/09

sorry gf. you have waited for me just now for bout 2 hours i guess. so sorry bout that. i was still in my dreamland:) haiz. didnt realise it that i was totally late. i promise to be punctual tomorrow aite. hehe. i want machine gun!!

2009-06-20T05:12:00.000-07:00

20/06/09

next week, spore flyer. will be my very first place to snap. at last my wish come true. lol. and& gf, imy. when are we going for a date again. hee. ily gf.

2009-06-11T23:08:00.000-07:00

12/06/09 2:16PM

i think i fall in love with.......
with....
a new hobby! geehee~ i really wanna get it right after i get my camera.
i really like this hobby since i was a kid but i didnt realise that even a petrol rc car can perform a drift! WOW! awesome! look at this video guys. its expensive but worth it if you really like it. trust me im gonna get it!!

2009-06-04T00:33:00.000-07:00

04/06/09 3.50pm (above date and time is wrong!!)

just came bck from school. ok i woke up late and thought of going to PM lesson. reach school at 1pm. supposely PM class at B06-12. when i reached there, class was very dark! no teacher in the class! damt! then i text fendi where is he. and he also said that noone in the class and he left school already. then i text Mr Poon. wait for almost an hour but no reply. then i got so stressed up and i when home. two more stop to reach home, Poon replied and said that he was in class B05-12!! grrr! and i continue my way home(:

i still cant forget the incident last night. that was a close one. it was even a scariest nightmare for me. if i didnt escape last night, i would have been in the lock up by now(i guess so) that will cause me and my family in great problems. luckily. haizz...

now i need to fetch gf at her school then go and eat tregu! my fav(:

2009-06-03T09:13:00.000-07:00

03/06/09 11pm (above date and time is wrong!!)

just came bck from bedok cc. otw home and&... the worst/scariest/panic day ever. otw sending gf home on my bike when suddenly....... BLINKER exactly beside me ! what a mess! i press down my jam brake and it skidded. nearly fall. cars/vans/lorrys around me was very noisy with their horns. gf was like(dont know how to describe). i cant imagine that police made a Uturn and mati2 nie nk kejar aku. haha! kene bodoh2kn lagi ade la. haha.. infact im still panic at that moment. haha. and& for the first time ever, i make my way to TPE highway. butbut... i ride in the opposite direction and safely exit my way to tampines st30+ i guess. that was lucky! my panic day ever. and that was my first time!

ok enough of that panic. gf bought a new lappy and i was excited. yeah! can webbie everyday(: ily imy gf. sunday is our 7monthsarry. that was fast.. hmm...

2009-05-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

29.05.09

show at bedok cc, tomorrow!!!!(30.05.09)
from 3.30pm to 6.30pm!!!!
do come down!!!

2009-05-26T09:44:00.000-07:00

23/05/09
MAJLIS ULANG TAHUN PUTRA!
congrats.

2009-05-15T11:45:00.000-07:00

15/05/09 11.00pm
awesome!